i left my marks at Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Hi have been along time have not updated my blog, time have fly fast i have been learning everyday of my life recently i dunno izzit i have done a wrong thing by telling a true in my life telling someone u love will she got hurt? or i alway fell in the wrong time & wrong person. sometime i just wonder do i have the right to love every time i telling myself i have no right to love casue i cannot ensure that what can i give the one i love the best from me casue i dun like to hurt someone i love and i only can hope someone out there can give them the best. When time go i will start to think about it , why dun give myself a chance to give them the best. But i am scare of being rejected. Seriously it take me a very big step for me to tell a person that i love u . people use to tell me lijie u r a good guy why u dun have a gf i was asking myself a .izzit? because i am fat and short ?XD okie let put relationship aside my friendship also the same when ppl need some one to rant they will give me a call and rant it out i will do my best to help out their problem and cool them down but when it time i need to rant no one can help they will just say i am busy call u back later or ayio lijie u r good enough to think and they will like wanna to put down the phone. sometime i feel i dunno what to do i am all alone .
only can describe sadness fill my heart
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 :D
